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It was yesterday ..
When I cried just before I saw you
As if you heard me when I called you
To finally say goodbye to you
Before I'll lengthen that distance between us
I tasted your innocence and smile though for a while
And for the very last time maybe in my entire life
Damn! How cruel life is ! When you must keep yourself from crying
Sincere tears that drip bitterly for somebody worth lamenting his loss
These people are rare nowadays and you are one of them
So much that you could extract that humanity and goodness in me
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to be as natural as I'm at home
Yesterday I was enjoying every single minute by your side
It is not everyday that I can see you and we can talk , walk
I still don't know if you could see that sadness on my face
You inspire me transparency, that something rare we always shared and share
I was the happiest, taking delight in a most tender company of yours
You were warm, caring and unbelievable
Was it out of kindness or you still like me as I 'll always do myself ?
This question worries me a lot but vainly until I said to myself
Needless to think about someone you know you can no longer be with
I'll answer and say I know but we never know ..
Life is full of surprises, some happy and others shitty
Even though I am the saddest, I'll never be tired and sick mourning your loss
As I went back home yesterday ...
I was hiding my tears during a two-hour trip
Under those black glasses there were bitter ones, sore,
When I started, I was choking, as if I could neither stop nor end
I was thinking that if I keep weeping my whole life,
Shedding tears of blood, I'll never make up for the void and regret
You left me with as I lost a warmest, most affectionate and sincere someone
In the underworld of morality murderers we are meant, and happen to exist and live in
I don't think you know about what I felt and still feel but if I ever had the opportunity
To declare my love to you, I'll dare and say "I LOVE YOU" like I've never dared in my life,
I am feeling the dire need to reveal it
It tires me just like some heavy burden I cannot get rid of,
Now, I 'll leave you with a hopeless wish and a helpless dream,
But know that I am shivering all over, writing these couples of letters under a summer day sun that has no beam,
And know that I know that you will neither read nor understand these words
But I'll write, write, and write and though I know again that for your love I have no right ..
For the best and most cherished guy I've ever met.
Photos credit: Zied Nsir